Fog

You are
The fog.
Clouding my thinking,
Restricting my view
Obscuring
The depths of my future.
You are
The sun.
offering intensity,
Excitement, life…
And darkness
When you are gone.

You are
Complicated.
I wish you’d never leave this place-
You are
Confusion.
I wish you’d hurry up and go!

Why do I watch you?
You lift my hopes up far too high.
Why do you watch me?
You’ll dash them to the ground.
I just don’t know you,
Though you reside in my subconscious.
I just don’t get you,
Why do you care if I’m around?
Am I imagining
The things I want to see in you?
Are you really
Who you need to be?
Does it matter?
I don’t know what you’re thinking.
It doesn’t matter.
You’re not the one for me.